barely breathing.



thanks nuffnang. (:

should be sleeping right now cos hon & i are meeting for morning exercise tmr. but alot of things are like going through my mind right now.

gave the class outing today a miss i was kinda troubled the whole time. hope that daddy would be fine and not have any relaspe. pray hard* life is just so vulnerable.

j. college officially ended, so to say. since there will still be consultations. thinking back, im not really a moving-on person. i dislike changes, i hate the ending of something or at least all those actions that show that it's ending. be it childish or unrealistic, i just want to be far from any endings. maybe it's just that my sub-conscious mind not wanting to lose anything which is always treasured. that will be the last thing i ever wish for.

okay, i dont know what im typing already. my thoughts are all tangled, making it more complicated then complex numbers. shall continue on another day.

good nights people.